long after midnight. Upon reflection I’ve discovered two primary reasons I tend to stay busy: I’m not a structured person, and I struggle with selfworth. I’m a creative person who resists structure for structure’s sake. I thrive on breathing room. Consequently, I find it extremely difficult to concentrate on reading or sermon preparation while sitting at my desk at church. I do better in a corner of a restaurant with a bottomless cup of French roast or behind
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